Stressed out today!

I've had a long and stress-filled day. Right now, I just want to rest my mind up & fall asleep. I feel so overwhelmed by all the responsibilities that befall me since my mum's passing. I am finishing up a major project of hers, one that I love but that is way too demanding in terms of coordination, time, energy, and patience. I have been giving it just that for the past 6 months, which means that I spend a lot of time away from my own work and that makes me super nervous. I have not been the best employee since my mum passed cause I am just spread into too many directions, left on my own to manage LOTS. I worry about the possible consequences on my career. I pray God understands and protects me from any potential downfall. I hope to be done in a month or 2 MAX so I can get back to my work and life, fast.
I must say that I love this project she left me to finish, it is a wonderful gift I'll talk about more in depth in a future post. I simply wish I didn't have the constraint of having to report to work, that way I could devote all my time to it.
Anyway as far as my day went, said project took me all day, which I hadn't planned. So I was caught without lunch-but I adjusted to the circumstances and didn't give in to the temptation of grabbing a sandwich or any other type of fast food though I considered it for a hot minute. Then I reminded myself that this moment is precisely when you need to deny yourself and chose the healthy option. So I went looking for and found a place that serves grilled steak and salads, which is what I ended up having. I am glad I stayed on track and put my goal first in that moment. I had to however give myself a rest day from exercise because it would have been complicated to fit in...thought in hindsight I see where I could have worked it in...At the time though,I think I did the best I could, simply deciding that too many unplanned activities had surfaced, and that I could simply give myself a rest day instead of beating myself up over not being able to workout...I live and learn, things won't always be perfect on this journey, but I can always do the best I can with the circumstances I am dealt with.
K.